Lost. Feels like in the passengers seat of my own life, and I'm just rolling with the punches. Not finding much solace in playing games and other shit that I've used to decompress. Im trying to make an effort to fix it, but Ive already got all that I need, but nothing of what I want. Plus some fucking neighbor has some standing water or some shit and these goddamn mosquitos are breaching my house like a miltia and biting the fuck out of me. Have to walk around the house with an electric flyswatter as self defense, got 34 bites on one foot alone last week while I sat at my desk.