>>1490541>your entire life is making excusesOP doesn't seem to believe in getting a psychiatrist to prescribe something to reduce the ADHD problem. Year after year, I see similar posts about ADHD. The concrete advice is to get it treated. Instead of coming here to get pity from others to satisfy an ego that got bruised by giving up.
If OP refuses treatment to get a refillable prescription at cheap places like walmart pharmacy, then so be it.