>>853216> >b-but I'm better than youThinking like that will lead me to Hell, and asceticism is a forbidden in Islam.
It's clear that my words aren't even reaching you. But I promise you you'll snap out of it and that you'll wish you did it now instead of years later. Being a weeb has NEVER worked out for anyone.
Best of luck man, I wish the best for you and speak from a place of concern and regret.