>>1293102>That's amazing but I don't know if I'm that strong.Neither did she, that's why she attempted suicide multiple times. But she failed, and she had to keep going and she ended up where she is now.
Being strong is not something people are born as its something that is cultivated, mentally and physically. Consider that going through heavy shit is going to lead to you being stronger in the long run if you come out on the other side.
I can share a bit about my own issues, I became a shut in because the trauma of dealing with an opiod-withdrawal mother taking random drugs and drinking and dealing with her, things like having to hide knives in my teens so she wouldn't stab me or being within inches of stabbing her to protect myself from meth rage (not sure if it was actually meth) and constantly being on the watch while I'm on my computer like I'm being forced to play IRL Five Nights at Freddies every day for years.
All that and the still having to worry about her because shes my mom, I dropped out because I was too scared of coming home to find her having killed herself or that she would kill the animals while I was gone. All that on top the normal teenage stress and it was just too much so I became a recluse for 6 years.
Bipolar girl helped me realize I can have things I want in life, and if she had killed herself that wouldn't have happened.
Many of my friends and family tried to snap me out of it and it was only her who was able to, because she opened up about the stuff shes gone through (she also has a crazy mom) and me seeing her where she is now after what she went through made me realize I can make it to.
The point is, you never know what can happen if you stick around. If you had asked me my plan a year ago it was to sit in my room playing League of Legends until I hit 30 and then blowing my brains out, now I have ambition and if you stick around you might find something for yourself as well.
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