>>1293114>You chose to make this thread to create a dialogue instead of just googling the question, probably because deep down you want to talk to people and want to get an answer as to why you shouldn't kill yourself.True but nothing helps if anything I'm just an asshole venting
>As a last resort before you kill yourself, should you choose to do that, find a male therapist (or female if you are a girl). If he doesn't help then give one more different male therapist a chance. I know therapy sounds stupid and like you are just paying someone to listen to you bitch for a few hours, but seriously just try it you have nothing to lose if you were going to kill yourself anyways.Maybe that's the one thing that I haven't tried but I don't know how helpful it'll be. I've had fantastic help and I still am like this
>Another possible option, look into going into a music festival. It sounds like a very stupid recommendation but the people you find there will be some of the most accepting and nice people you will meet. Its the easiest environment to put yourself out there and make friends because everyone is there solely to have a good time and enjoy the presence of others.I have met a friend like this actually but he bails on me constantly. Sorry anon thank you for your help I don't want to waste your time any more I'm not feeling any better despite how kind you are. You're nice but I'm a lost cause.
