>>1400762Then you need to give up on this idea, and be realistic about what you can do. You can't just keep putting this decision off: either you're going to put in thousands of hours of practice, or you're going to give up. There's no magic third option, how could such a thing have been kept a secret?
Leave the ADHD to one side for a second, the real question is
>can you realistically commit to thousands of hours of active practice that you'll actually do? 