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Got any job recs that aren't COMPLETELY soul crushing? How do I get a job after NEETing it out for 10 years, not having ever worked a day in my life? So many people in the world work, I can't be *that* retarded that I can't do what comes naturally to so many others
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Male, 28 y.o.
Picked up gamedev a couple years ago, made good progress but have gotten sick of it, I fucking hate gamedev.
I wish I could have a job that leaves me enough time to pursue my creative wants on the side (I like to draw especially), right now I feel creatively depleted, but when I used to go to school and university I was so inspired.
I've realized and accepted that the reason behind my unhappiness is that I've tried for the longest time to be able to earn money through my art, but I can FEEL that if I am going to separate art and work, in other words not expect art to make me money, then I can feel good again, love artan' once more without feeling like shit knowing it won't turn me a profit. How I loved art so when there wasn't a monetary expectation behind it, I just have to stop pretending any kind of monetary gain to be produced from my creative works, be it 2D or 3D, let those be a hobby as they used to. Surely that'll amount to something.
