>>993817https://vocaroo.com/1blTPuUt0HOS>Escapism/running away/lacking the will to do neccesary things. If you want something more specific, then indulging in nostalgia as the main form of such and the resulting disassociation one feels with the rest of the world by isolating yourself only in nostalgia for long enough. Not neccesarily disassociation in the "wow, I'm so different guys!" kind of way but as in you don't understand changes made to the world around you, parts of why it functions the way it does, what this trendy new word means. Just a general sense of unfamiliarity with what's clearly supposed to be familiar. The general topic would probably result in something better due to enabling more vague lyrics (which can thus enable more options in rhythm choice) than the specific topic, but the more specific topic may resonate better.>>994612thank you for your input - i also thought that the beginning was a bit muted, so ill try and increase depth in my singing
