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I dont know why you want this OP, but here you go. I gave it a try. Feel free to edit it as you please, I suggest you read a bit about real trans men angst if you want to improve my draft. Trans men are usually less obnoxious though
"You will never be a real man. You have no penis, you have no testicles, you can't impregnate anybody. You are a dyke twisted by delusion and surgery into a crude imitation of nature's perfection.
All the "validation" you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are ashamed of your freak act, your "friends" don't take you seriously your pathetic pantomime but they don't have the courage to tell you.
Women find you utterly off putting. Thousands of years of evolution allowed women to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even macho manlet wannabes who "pass" look uncanny and sketchy. Your soft features are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to fool a clueless girl into your home, you will scare her off the second you unzip your useless, barely stitched skin roll.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it's going to be ok, but deep inside you know you don't measure up. You lack the strength and the respect. You know well people look down on you, as a mere girl who plays pretend.
Eventually you will know how crushing loneliness feels like and why men feel it the hardest - you will get a shotgun, load a shell and blow your brains out, probably thinking that's fitting for you. Your parents will find you, horrified and powerless, seeing their little girl die like this. They'll bury what's left of you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of the eternity will know a woman is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably female.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back."
