>>1234741Okay. Long story short, stop viewing yourself as a 4chan meme category. View yourself as an individual. Get some hobbies, take daily walks, teach yourself something: an instrument, a language, hell even just pick up some books you like. Doesn't need to be highbrow, it could be fantasy or Japanese light novels. Whatever. You need to break free from the mindset that you are destined to be a "cyborg" and cultivate your own path.
The way you write makes me think that you're kind of young. You have time to get new experiences that will shape you going forward. Also, word of advice: if you want to keep posting here, NEVER admit that you're a redditor, or even a former redditor.