>>1293119>I'm just an asshole ventingI understand why you characterize it like that because I used to do the same thing, but everyone needs an outlet to get their emotions out. Its why being a good listener and asking about other peoples lives is the best way to make friends, at the end of the day we have a desire to talk about ourselves and be heard. That isn't being an asshole that is just being human.
I didn't really understand this until miss Bipolar listened to me and talked to me about it, I realized how much I needed someone to listen to my problems and take interest in me as a human.
It doesn't mean as much since this is anonymous, but I'm doing the same thing for you right now because its exactly what I needed and what I was given. I fully get that the deeper you get the harder it is to get yourself out, but you gotta try because its never too far gone until you are dead.
>but I don't know how helpful it'll be. I've had fantastic help and I still am like thisI'm sure you have had fantastic help but its not professional help, which is going to be more effective statistically. It might be useless for you but again, if the alternative is death you have quite literally nothing to lose and everything to gain.
