>>754148>>754148I kinda figured I’d be perceived as a teenager. I’m actually 22 and recently moved back home after 5 years cause I didn’t care enough about my life or self to maintain it properly (to put it lightly). I’m now stuck at home bathing in negative energy without enough will to move on.
To answer your questions though my longest (and pretty much only) relationship lasted three years and I was in love so very deeply. I ended up relying on my lover to make me feel content and fill the void inside me, which was eventually too much for her to deal with. No balance. I think my internal hatred eventually outweighed my external love or some shit I dunno.
But oh yeah I am also stuck in a very juvenile mindset. Like that of a 15-16 year old. Perpetually escaping reality. Stopped smoking up a while ago so hopefully I’ll mature soon enough. Got seriously fucked by synthetic weed when I was like 15 so I think I actually have brain damage. I can’t have regular conversations with people, I just project insecurity and self doubt. It’s debilitating.
Pic related, me.
Probably tmi but it’s really nice to write about myself haha
How bout yourself anon?
