>>805072OP here.
I don't want she to think I'm a creep, as I said, I would rather like to become her friend... and not necessarily nourish in lies. I wouldnt have any problem to tell her some day the funny anecdote of how I came to met her. But as a presentation letter, maybe it aint such a good choice.
I don't have dignity, no. But even a person who lacks of dignity can allow himself to dream, right?
But you are right on supposing that I'm a stupid, because even saying all this, I don't know how the hell approach her, and neither have the courage to. And this indeed, converts me into scum, I guess.
I'm unworthy of being alive.
