>>1008839Saitou kicks dogs, she does is because her family had a dog, one they treated like a family member while abusing her, one who would get a loving hand while she got kicked. With her painful experience, it is hard for her not to hate all dogs, but she has to learn that prejudice like that ignores her true problems and perpetuate the cycle of hate
Saitou celebrates her birthday outside because she refused to celebrate it with family who neglected her, she hated her life so much she refused to acknowledged she was even born
Saitou cuts herself because people who hate her want her to live
Saitou is mean and pessimistic because that is all she known
Saitou loves music, she has a favorite singer that she loves to dress like and she likes a lot of soulful olschool songs
Saitou loves yokoi because she feels like he truly understands her, and he makes her want to live and be there for him
Saitou thinks yokoi is kind of odd for liking farts because farts smell bad
Saitou is a human being with personality traits that have rational cause and effect with what her life is, and has a condition that can weigh on how those experiences impact her.
Saitou is not an autistic aspie, she is a human being with autism and aspergers, and whoever you are you, and who you are is caused by your experiences, and your conditions only help explain how your experiences landed themselves to develop you into who you are.
I do not celebrate my birthday, I spend it alone, I have ever since the day a couple of years back when I was a teen when around my birthday I just took my feet and walked as far as they could carry me.
I like a lot of old school music and I take stylistic hints from anime and people I look up to
Everything is too loud, I can't focus because it feels like I can feel every small pore on my body, and when I'm overwhelmed I cover my ears harshly and shut my eyes, I am hyper sensitive to everything that comes as a result of a genetic gift and a lot of built up emotions.
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