>>115901>you'll die in the end of the history and all the things you did will lost in time.I've been there, anon. Sometimes it seems hopeless, and you feel utterly insignificant. I hope you recognize how important you are, though. It's actually paradoxical to think that you are unimportant - you are the product of millions of years of human evolution, for one, and the unbroken chain of communication that has led to you existing in the form of information. And because information can never be lost (
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_hole_information_paradox), then you are literally participating in infinity. The absurd complexity of all the occurrences which must have happened to produce this moment of quantum electrochemical interactions in your brain - it cannot be random. There is an order, a strange attractor (
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attractor#Strange_attractor) that is only recognizable in the past-tense, and which can only be understood from outside the closed loop of spacetime in which we presently must organize the information we perceive. Thinking deeply about the things can break us and cause ego death, yes, but it can also reintegrate us into the understanding that we are all part of the human condition, and our suffering is understandable by others. I hope this brings you some existential peace, anon.
