How do I deal with being a cyborg?
Too weird to fit in with the normies, who clearly sense that I am not one of them fairly easily.
Too retarded to be an autist who can be creative and innovative. I can barely get surface level understanding of most topics I engage with.
I can still think independently and not be an NPC but I feel pretty retarded all the time. Just can't figure things out and I always just go off of instinct cuz I can't think things thru.
I'm always just daydreaming and feel detached from the world.

I'm INTP if that matters.