idk if this is considered off topic but its still a sort of request. i was blocked recently out of the blue for seemingly no reason by someone i used to be in a relationship with but we stayed talking after it ended. the day before she blocked me we were laughing with each other and watching anime together then one morning im blocked and when i tried to contact her about it in another way she told me verbatim "blocked = no desire to talk. stop being sperggy". i admit that im still in love with her and im aware she isnt with me but i dont know why she wont tell me it to my face. i would rather her do that then ghost me. i need help getting over it but the not knowing why is killing me inside.