How the fuck do I get a job? Is it just my country (Italy) offering shit jobs? I applied to a whole bunch of places, the only one that accepted me was some fucking McDonalds joint and a paintball parlor, I ended up going to the latter but the pay was dogshit and I quit a few weeks in, it was just a dead end job. My brother emigrated to Germany and my sister to the Netherlands, I have double citizenship so I can go to the latter also if I wanted to.
Even so, what is some NEET loser without a degree supposed to do to crawl himself out of his hole? I fucked up so many times I've lost all confidence to do anything out of my life but I just can't keep leeching off my parents 'till they die, that's not an option, my only saving grace is that I'm the youngest of 3 siblings but shit man, something's gotta give. What's an autist-fit job that pays reasonably well and won't make me wanna kill myself? I'm working on an indie gamedev project for the time being and while promising I'm feeling this strange urge to get away from my computer screen and not spend my whole life behind it. I'm 27 by the way. I just wish I could get a job that would make me independent, I'm willing to move to the Netherlands if I have to just let me leave my mom's basement, I love my parents but I can't die in the nest I was born in, they wish for me to leave as well, not because they hate me, they only want to see me be independent and succeed