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Anything to keep note on about approaching a clerk at a local low end smokeshop; if I were to lowkey ask if (outside of shop premises and shit) he has a plug for psyches (shrooms, LSD, etc.) or lighter stims (Molly, secondhand ADHD meds, possibly coke) - or even something like ketamine?
(t. hyperintroverted & severely depressed/brainfogged autist entering his 30's; my social smarts + street smarts are at their absolute bare minimum; nothing beyond the barebones common sense shit; and I don't know how to keep a conversational flow. I don't want to befriend any dealers - just want to stick to the least sketch peeps & stay out of anything sketchy; or otherwise the 'tism from my end unconsciously fucking things up. I just want to get my shit, and get out. that's it.)
**And my attention span/dopamine receptors are too skewered to figure this tor/darknet drugshit out atm. I tried it once, dropped out due to unresolved technical issues at the time. it's easier to enter the babysteps of things for now - if I were to do this in person, if I were to get past those aforementioned worries I think.
(t. hyperintroverted & severely depressed/brainfogged autist entering his 30's; my social smarts + street smarts are at their absolute bare minimum; nothing beyond the barebones common sense shit; and I don't know how to keep a conversational flow. I don't want to befriend any dealers - just want to stick to the least sketch peeps & stay out of anything sketchy; or otherwise the 'tism from my end unconsciously fucking things up. I just want to get my shit, and get out. that's it.)
**And my attention span/dopamine receptors are too skewered to figure this tor/darknet drugshit out atm. I tried it once, dropped out due to unresolved technical issues at the time. it's easier to enter the babysteps of things for now - if I were to do this in person, if I were to get past those aforementioned worries I think.
