I want to become an intellectual. How do I start knowing lots of stuff. What do I do? It's not just hard work right? Like people say that but I try and fail constantly frankly I'm the expert my whole life is trying and failing I'm Lord of Failure Master Giving Up. Frankly I can see how my life will go, I'll be some 40 year old guy living in a shit hole with no talents and failing at everything I do forever just giving my wall the thousand yard stare hoping, desperately pleading that something anything good will come but knowing it won't. So how do I become the kinda guy that knows a lot of shit.