i'm kinda looking for books with a specific feeling to them, ones that you read and make you feel kind of sad/nostalgic but also happy in a way, and would usually be in a sort of setting where the character has a lot of freedom
sort of like the nier games maybe, and certain manga/vns like girls last tour and cross channel
kinda hard to explain what i mean exactly but listen to a bunch of grunge music and you'll probably get the same feeling
the more i cry the better