Would anybody, by some snowballs chance in Hell have any downloads or know where I can find uploads of versions of her songs that were deleted from youtube for some absolutely accursed reason?
The versions I recall being uploaded by Warner Music Japan but for some outrageous reason they deleted the absolute best versions and music videos they had and left up only a few as if they "widdled it down" thinking they were the same or something, or there was some kind of copywrite bullshit.

I found an alternative upload of this one
https://youtu.be/TKNojJH8zYs
Which had the version of the song but doesn't have the video.

I hate youtube so fucking much..........