>>251766Used to buy her MDMA and LSD, I told her I loved her and that's the only reason I did it, even though she didn't love me back. Then one day she wanted me to do the drugs with her and I'm just a nerdy engineer but I ended up doing it and we went to my place and I kicked her out in anger and she came back when I begged her to come back and there were guns everywhere and I played Russian routlette in front of her then one game to her and then we sat down and I admitted everything to her and the next day I was so angry that she accidentally took my favorite coffee mug last nights because I left it in her car and demanded it back and she drove over and gave it to me. We went out a few nights later and resolved I wouldn't speak to her for a while in order to try to get over her and feel better about this, she said she was indeed my friend and would stop asking for drugs but I was already bitter and got drunk and blew her up on facebook and posted pictures of her high and drunk and half naked calling her a whore and screenshots of her talking about fucking blacks which she never did but jokingly fantasizes about. She blocked me and told me I was a school shooter type but I didn't lose my job thankfully. A few months ago she contacted me about taking tentatively again but she is disgusted by me like many women I've asked out before.
