>>623790https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7D_mo9DjyIYi've gone through a lot in the past couple of months. more than anyone can imagine. lost so many people, gained so many others. it's hard to describe what i experienced. but it left me scarred. it left me so down in the dumps that even when everything should feel fine, i still feel like i'm nothing. yet i also believe, that in the midst of all this shit, there is a light by the end of the tunnel. it may not be so visible, and it may be hard to reach, but it's definitely there. that's something i tell myself everyday. it doesn't make things perfect, but it makes reality a lot more livable. and even if there's no light, you can still always do something to fix your situation. no matter how bad it is, there'll always be some sort of redemption.
i'm not the best person to be giving someone advice, but i want you to follow what i said, and tell it to yourself every morning.
and for now, a lot of the things that people have said above carry weight. you should follow them. watch porn, listen to some music, watch some films, go out. it's definitely a couple days late but there's people here who want you to be better.
so please, get better my guy. i really hope you're happy right now, and if you're not, i'm sure you'll be able to achieve it in the near future.