>>845424Is my mom, anon, my mom. My mom... passed away a few weeks ago, of a serious illness. She usually watched this youtube channel that has its own reddit community, where people post memes, and then the most upvoted are read by the youtuber in videos.
Watching videos was the only thing we had in common, what united us, especially in those days of hospital without much to do.
The last days, before the lights turned off once and for all... she told me she would have loved to see a post of her own, or mine, in a video. That in a way, despite it being ridiculously childish, would have been like a dream for her, she said.
I told her we would create an account n' do it, that we would be able to do whatever she wanted to...
But we only managed to created the account.
The last I heard she say was that all this youtube stuff didn't matter at all, but she really enjoyed passing this time with me. But... that she would have liked to see that video with our message we both together.
We haven't done it in time.
But... But... I want to do it. I want to yell at the sky and tell her that I did it. And then watch it together. Laugh, cry, all would be ok if I were just able to pass with her a few minutes more... Just a few minutes more...
I actually need someone to give me a hug, because I keep crying even just because of writing this stupid shit.
Don't mind me... Is just that its over for me. I'm actually killing myself in just a few days. My parents aren't related at all to this reddit thing, but the rest is true. I thought it would have been nice to have a message in a video, if possible. I know I'm a godamn atention seeker. Its just... Well, you don't need to do nothing.
Thanks for all.
