i have a little quirk - i smirk when i see someone doing something stupid, for example when someone commits a logical fallacy. i barely find anything funny but seeing how people live inside of their bubbles and waste their lives in them.

here's the problem: i was on many occasions called a sadist, a psychopath, or whatever another 'appropriate' derogatory name.
i need to somehow learn to control my body so that i would be able to produce acceptable expressions, but i don't know how to. i'm afraid that if i don't learn this then that when i finally go to work (i'm 18 currently), i'll just get fired for acting stupid
i read 'Influence: Science and Practice', 'Pre-suasion', 'Never Split the Difference' hoping that they would help, but instead it made foolishness of people ever more funny.
even 'How to Win Friends and Influence People' didn't help