>>18302664Checked for mental illness. "jesus" was an invention of the Roman government to incite the jews into revolting so Rome could burn down judea. That's why Paul/Saul consulted with his rabbinical mentor Gamaliel in turning proto-Christianity into a subversive new religion that would rot out Rome from within. Christianity is by the standards of the (((bible))) literal idolatry. You sound like these characters in this video:
https://youtu.be/lJsH4F8KL7g?t=691Legit seek psychiatric help