>>13345143I do have asbergers and the actual inattentive ADD, its just how my brain is hardwired.
You cant fix the issue when the car driver asks you "which way?" coming up to intersection, and you know Left and think Left and say "Right" and dont know why. Then have to correct it real fast. So instead I just Point the proper direction and say "That Way" because thats not impeded.
Thats hardwiring. Ive learned my limits and ive done a good job overcoming them the last 15 years.
The main issue with Memory has gotten better but I figured out whats going on with that and the ADD. Its spiritual stuff going on with me, paranormal shit where my 3rd eye is open and im partially outside my body.
It drops my brainwave frequency down to about 12hz just on the edge of Alpha brainwave state. All day long. So im effectively daydreaming nonstop even when im focused intently on what im doing. It does mean it's pretty easy for me to get In The Zone too, which made be a pretty good badass at FPS games before they got "balanced".
Couldn't study, was always distractible, because my mind is always drifting off onto cooler shit id rather be doing or contemplating.
> meanwhile I make mistakes, screw up customers orders, somehow manage not to crash my car or run over someone - that must be divine intervention thereNo I dont work, but the govt doesn't think im disabled. Still 16 years later no income though.
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