>>15934133Maybe not now, you should take it easy and use this next conversation to relax, but, I think at some point you should open up about your feelings. I mean, what if something even worse happens to you one day, because of it? Which is scary to imagine. You'd definitely retain your friendship, if that's what you fear. Hell, it would only make it a stronger one. While also guaranteeing that nothing like this ever happens in the future, right?
You must be shy about opening up in fear of it ruining things and putting pressure, but, like I said before, they'll be happy to support you, why wouldn't they? It wouldn't affect their busywork at all, I don't think, they could spare even the littlest time to just check up on you, if needed. I think you really don't deserve to be holding it in forever, that's just sad. What do you think about it? And, of course, best of luck.
>dont wanna spam too muchAgain, no worries. Spill it all out, that's what I'd prefer.
>anyway you watch any anime or play anything "new"?Not really, no. I tried watching MiA, but just wasn't interested and dropped it. Still haven't bothered to watch anything for a while now, after that. And, I don't really mind that, I'm pretty okay. With games, just playing the same old. Although, sucks that I can't play Tarkov anymore, the USB I needed to play it with just randomly got lost, lol, couldn't find it anywhere. I'll have to buy a new one if I wanna play it again, which is a bother. Oh, plus, the cafe has gotten insanely expensive, like, damn, maybe I wouldn't play even if I could, at this point. So, lately, it's been TF2, more than anything. Which I still rarely open up, just when someone asks to play, so, it's not saying much. Although, there is one thing, I do wanna play through Disco Elysium, just don't know when I'll sit down and sink time into it. Anyway, yeah, not much. Thanks for asking.
