>>12218429You know my name. You know me. You know how this game is played. Have you played before? The way you write is reminiscent of more than a few who have. You both terrify me and intrigue me. Your words are beautifully woven as though you’d spoken to me a billion times. Each carefully chosen like a composer writing music.
As much as I want to say I know you I don’t. I want to. You’re interesting and deep but also very shy. Are you from my world or just another person lead astray by a playboy as you would say? You.... you’ve fed something awful inside me. Stirred too many emotions during a time of recovery. I’ve tried to not have things come to this. I’m not the visage you think I am if you don’t know me and since I don’t know you well... you know. The things you see are only but a small portion of a vast sea of untapped and unwanted experiences that comprise who I am.
I want you to know me but that won’t happen here. As wonderful as you are and as much as I have to fight against the natural pull I feel towards you I cannot walk that path with you in a place like this. There are too many prying eyes wishing my downfall at the slip of a single word. Until you can pull the trigger to take your shot we can only get so close.
I won’t shoot myself loverboi.
