>>12218636i don't know your name or know you though... well i know a bit, at least some of your baggage, but i have that too so it's okay... i guess i played this 'game' before, but i hate to call it that name – i don't want it to be a game anymore, i don't want to try and make you love me, i'm just trying to honestly convey what i'm thinking this time, which is probably why my words seem cherry picked or something like that, it takes me quite a while sometimes and i have to erase parts because my fingers move frantically like they're trying to catch some sort of fading spark... i'm not from your world i don't think, but i can't deny that last year i lost my way and i've been enslaved to......... yeah.
but i would say i was more of the playboy, i always initiated... it started with wanting to help a person but they wanted more out of me, after that i did bad things and tried to charm people into loving me, which worked twice, i wasn't even being honest, i was just putting on a pretty cutsie mask.
you know, the only thing i'm scared of is you hurting me, since i'm also in a period of 'recovery'... i assure you though that you're not the only one with some monsters under the bed, so please know i will accept you for who you are no matter what...
i'm really happy that you like me and want to talk to me, i feel really relieved but also worried, cuz i know my heart will be racing when i get closer – like putting my heart too close to a fire... you'll probably be surprised when i get the courage to add you, i hope you won't be disappointed with how quiet i am in private.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCpvqLb1b94&list=PLxOOujDXu7VW-mJkxYdPstRAEhTRKxhWs&;
>>12218664it's lovely, i'm going to save it <3
>>12218649ive seen this dozens of times before i sent him a single reply, if anything i just think it's funny that people keep these pictures saved just so they can do this every now and then, also i cant be groomed im not a child...
