>>17003055i will try doing that it's just those first few days or even weeks are always the hardest ones and the most sad and miserable, i really want to just forget about what happened today and pretend that yeah maybe we just peacefully agreed on not messaging each other for some time but i just can't it's not possible, it was not very peaceful it was very retarded especially on my side and every time i'm not busy typing a message or watching a video i tend to go stare at the messages that remained in some other auxiliary chat we had and i start crying after like 5 minutes of doing that, maybe i will drown in my own tears tonight it will be pretty convenient
