>>18255129>for extreme tardinesssilly silly silly
if you're competing against 50 other people, of course you're likely to face failure, so don't feel bad about it. i think your job maybe took up a lot of conscious time and energy from you, that now having it returned, you don't really know what to do with yourself. i think for now, it could be a good idea to reinvest that time and energy into some equivalent for the meanwhile. i'd say to do that one thing you've been putting off because of your job. too much free time can become like something of a prison within itself, yeah.
glad you enjoyed the post, anon. hope you can reconnect with that kid inside.