>>9585453That sucks anon. Stay strong and start by *throwing that vodka away*, it will only make it worse long term! Stay with people who care about you and do some fucking self care-
Then you can start resolving your identity crisis and you'll come back stronger than before. Find some meaning in other things than woman.
Also, women don't "love" like men do. Their love is conditional, and can be taken away at a moments notice. I don't want to sound harsh, but you probably fucked up somehow (we all have blond spots and get black swans though) but you can use this as an opportunity to introspect, reflect and go full /SIG/ out of spite and maybe even win her back in the process once you go from a sad drunk fuck, to a hardened warrior prince.
But trust me, you WILL feel better. Not now, and not for a loooong time, but you will feel better.
