>>19140388Dear fellow skitzos, I have a question:
Is learning about hermetic shit and going down the rabbit hole worth it? It all just feels so demonic to me, yet google (jews) say there's Christian hermeticism/it isn't evil.
I want God to be real, though niggers and jews shake my faith in the creator. Learning about how to manifest and summon mini demons/spirits inside yourself doesn't seem like a good idea...or would push me over the edge. But at the same time, as an autist my greatest power is knowing my enemy and pointing them out. I feel as if i have a large hap in knowledge.
Plz respond, yes or no, and safe-ish starting points/reference material to learn about this kikery.