>>12217815some pain made me stronger, but when it came to relationships it just took my time, damaged my mind, and gave me a new drug to get addicted to, i got cheated on multiple times and even went back to that person multiple times and the same thing happened over and over and it's probably all my fault for being a clingy boring idiot and i dont know what im asking from you or what i wish, i mean im afraid to try and say it or i dont know how to or even what i want exactly, im really really scared and i feel like im drowning. i like you ok? you always make me feel safe when no one else does and like i said i think about you every night and it makes me so fucking scared, i never wanted to be this needy, it wasnt like this before took those stupid shots...
