>>5693568No buddy you are, welcome to the club soon all hope will drain from you when you realise that yes we are living in something resembling the Maxtrix. Even if we all do reach our level of self awareness all you do is apart of fate you do something because you were always meant to do it. All life is on a path don't resist what reality has install for you embrace it, it was always meant to be or resist and be anxious and doubtful either way you will fall into your role. No one is here to create purpose for themself but rather to discover what there purpose is. If you want to resist go spend your time out in the wilderness or stay and try hard to find out what life has install for you and get a head start on it. Humanity is much like a fungus we all are obe living intelligent organism and all we do is for the benefit of that organism there is no going beyond it. The greatest task of his century is to make all aware of this to make us all more self ware and to see what we are with an open mind and to relax and let life take its course.