>>12218206you're making my heart feel weirder than usual, i don't know how to explain it, it makes me melt inside and my head stops hurting, keeping my composure is getting impossible, but i dont wanna stop feeling like this... i need you to know that you really are different, maybe it's because you're more mature – you always say things that sound right in my head, things that stop the fighting in my thoughts, i cant stop thinking about those three words.
i want to say those three words, because if i was in front of you right now i would cling to you hopelessly until the sun sets, i would let you co- no i would force you to collar me, a pink collar with a nametag that says "noah" and then you can help me build my ark since ive been hurting so much i couldnt even finish it...
you've been hurt and you have problems with yourself just like me, and i want to make it better just like you make me better, if your armor is rusty and chinked i'll become a blacksmith just to fix and polish it, then you can be my knight and i'll be your squire forever and ever...?
when i say those 3 words i want it to be with my real voice, but first i want to know your name as well so i can etch it deep in my gray matter until your identity is a part of me until the day i die – but if it's too strange to say it publicly that's fine, i'm sure i'll know it soon anyways...
also i think you're way above replying to pointless and inflammatory people, but i get it if you get some entertainment out of it since i used to as well... sorry for saying so much of basically nothing but you really make me lose control. you're so incredibly special and not terrible, please stand up straight and think better of yourself for my sake, since i believe in you
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