>>6822457when I had my major depression. all I wanted to do was kill myself when I was alone.
I hate when people watched me trying to kill myself. I was feeling like these stupids suicide girls that only want to make some attention.
It' was like I don't want anybody worries for me anymore. forget about me and let me die.
when I have Sertraline and risperidone I didn't feel this needs to kill myself but I lose my interest in sexuality.
when I feel like I want to learn more about something and try to meet other countries. my doctor said that I'm right to leave them.
now I try to survive against my own mind