>>16109455I see. Good that it's been boring. I mean, it's just less worse than things being eventful in a bad way, and I think you in particular could definitely use the time off. Better that it stays boring for a fair while longer, no? It's not always a bad thing, I think it's something that helps you sit back and take things in, and actually be of benefit. As long as it doesn't go on for far too long.
Oh, but I'd recommend pretty much anything else than using imageboards again, have you considered something else like simply reading instead, maybe? Boredom is also a catalyst for getting back into old habits, so, it'd suck if you started to spend more time here than you should. What if it undoes the progress you've made with your psyche? Something online could easily bring your self-control and willpower back to what it was like before, since I think you're a bit of an emotional person? No offence, it's just not something I haven't seen before. And yeah, this place in particular could do it. I think it's better to keep to your own and do something else for simple entertainment, than try to socialize in boards like this one and risk delving into anything bad.
Especially as you're stable at the moment, there's no better way to keep it consistent than to not allow yourself the opportunity to get bothered by stuff that could ruin it. I might sound like I'm exaggerating, but you yourself could likely recall times in the past that this place messed with you emotionally.
Anyway, that's probably too much preaching, I guess you know what you're doing. Just looking out.
Besides all that, happy to hear the progress, of course. Keeping things going that way takes just as much effort, if not more, as getting to it in the first place. So, take care and don't get complacent. Pretty sure that you'll make it then, godspeed.
