yesterday too, it was my mother who threatened to kill herself, after she got drunk at the restaurant and decided it was a good idea to break down over stressful workplace drama. she invited my sister, one that doesn't live with me, to the restaurant, and offered to pay for her meal while calling her fat.
what the fuck is seriously wrong with my family, and why does it seem like i'm just the unfortunate reciprocal for all of this emotional negativity, like a fucking toilet?
>>18167577i'm getting so angry, having my boundaries tested. i am upset my personal space isn't being respected. i need privacy. i want to chimp out so badly, but i don't want to get violent. i am just not doing good, anon. when your immediate family puts you through this, you stop being such a good person all the time... not that you turn into a bad person, but that they define your being through all the worst aspects about who you are, and that becomes you. well, whatever, i doubt i'll find understanding here.
