>>11075039OP I feel and undeyour pain.
I'm 4 years older than you - and I can comfortably say that I was in your exact position about life just a couple years ago.
Like some of the anons told you - the first step is to get over yourself.
You're correct. Life sucks. Humans suck. They (almost)all fucking suck dude. But almost is key.
The secret is, like I already mentioned - to get over it. You are the one, and solely you are capable of proving yourself - and not to anyone else because they don't matter a single bit (and you still haven't fully understood it) - that this life of yours, that your vision and abilities to see through the dick and piss and literal poop that is our society will eventually evolve into you kicking ass and becoming a source of envy to the average Joe.
This means you have the possibility to create and flourish on your own terms.
But until you "get over" the nihilism, and understand that akshually none of anything matters so you can create and decide what does - ofc you will feel like everything and everyone is an idiot - the system is created for not so bright people, for hamsters if you'd like.
Netflix and clubs are just like a spinning wheel and colorful tubes.
Amass wealth and figure yourself out.
Today, after being an obese child and teen - I lost 50kg, added 20kg of muscle, work at a job that pays me good and working on my computer science degree.
Life is only good when you decide them to be good. I only have two friends. Had sex. Had gfs. In the end of the day - as males we only become more attractive the older and wealthier we become (as long as we stay active).
Remove the world from yourself, and build your own. Read Nietzsche's "beyond good and evil" and come back to write another blogpost about how you won.
Godspeed, anon
