>>8713695As I tried to show in my post, Im aware of the problem and already working on it. Too proud to seek professional help so I went for personal help in friends.
>Asked co-workers if they wanna do bad shit on weekends>Got back into online games to distract me>Went to all liqour stores in my area and told them i'm cutting back on booze, May buy beer but hard liquor is out [All the staff new me and that alone was another wake up call that I had a problem that I was well known to liquor store staff. Like cheers but in the worst way]only wanted to come in and say to other drinking anons,drop the liquor jew, It gets much worse and i'm at least glad I haven't driven while drunk or hurt someone physically, like family