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>last year, be unemployed for around a year
>had part-time job but quit it
>get angry im an unemployed waste of flesh
>do nofap in november
>it gives me motivation to finally get a job
>meet chubby girl on /soc/, we plan to fuck
>finally end of november, I've been working for 1 week
>jerk off
>cum after 10 seconds, not even orgasm just cum leaks out of my dick
>jack off more cum again after 10 minutes
>end up cumming 4 times that night until I can finally sleep
>continue workign at job
>start getting less and less sleep
>work out for a while then stop
>hate my job more and more
>stop talking to girl
>go on a couple dates with a girl that I have things in common with but she is fat so I don't do anything (this was after pandemic started so we had to go hiking instead of dinner)
>after that I pretty much lose interest in women
>feel dead inside, literally feel next to nothing
>time is flying by, feel it slipping through my fingers
>im a 25 year old soon to be 26 year old kissless virgin
>life literally feels less real than it did a year ago
>have basically lost interest in women
>don't even fantasize about having a gf when I go to sleep anymore
>meet girls in games online sometimes and don't even feel interested in talking to them
>don't even feel attraction to girls I see in real life
>start hoping I die of cancer so I dont have to wagecuck for 40 more years
I didn't choose MGTOW it chose me.
