getting lost up there, where no one was allowed, alone completely alone in the dark, where many people died, made me feel the opposite of what the situation is set to be,
i did not feel lost, i felt as if i know where i am going, i didnt feel close to death, i felt more alive than ever, finding the protrait, made me know that humans without a sense curiousity are just walking corpses.
getting out of the palace by getting down using a very unstable road full of spikes and rocks and a probability to break a limb of two while playing
https://youtu.be/QSJVvftCR64?si=bwjz3tF3hWsrBcgg after witnessing the ruinsn of babylon from above, made me know that i truly right then became the daughter of Babylon, as if i owned this ancient city, as if i became the empress of this ancient empire.
i said to myself, if i died right here and now, it would have been the happiest and most honorable death ever
