>>17562951>that sounds deliciousit was actually thanks
>or i could drink and die bc it's cheaper and more satisfyingthen atleast drink to temporarily numb your anxiety to the point were you can have some intimate interactions
thats the only way ive ever been able to initiate any sort of intimacy, then weeks or months in i can probably deal with it sober but before im comfortable with a person i need to be intoxicated to be able to function socially with them at all
sober im just helplessly autistic
