Nope, nothing happen tonight. probably because of the full moon and the zero cycle of biometrics, this is how I feel right now. but it is not exactly. almost slept through work
No Loona, only darkness.
>>18039658I've come to terms with the fact that I'm a lazy piece of shit. who is doomed to live as an npc for the rest of his life. sometimes I think that I’m damned, because the brain can’t just not want to adapt to realities? I'm stress eating again and I'm going to get fat, even though I can't, I just can't control it. however, when I was thin, I was also a freak ... for some reason, curly hair, like a mockery. after all, the meaning of them if I'm ugly or unmanly? it's just that I'm already in a personal hell, from which I can't get out ... maybe living separately from my parents, I could still change, but I seem to be psychologically dependent. I was deprived of attention and all the care consisted of gifts and reproaches why I study poorly. I still dream about fucking school, how lonely and bad I was at that time. I wasn’t even looking for a job ... I didn’t find anything stupidly, or I gave up this search.
>>18039673Why do you think what?
>>18039915I want to invite her to the diner and stir up all the spicy food that is there. but I can’t eat a single piece myself, because I’ll stupidly poison myself. as well as from alcohol ...
damn it. and what can you eat in general such a tonic, if nothing from the harmful is possible? I'm tired of not being able to eat what I want and it pisses me off.
I can't post. Every ip range is blocked. Farewell for now.
>>18051538>Loona on a job swap>working as receptionist for the happy hotelI'm think she hate that, because she is introvert. she has a narrow focus, where her skill is required. or I'm exaggerating istp too much.
