>>17562811She is from Khazakstan but grew up speaking mostly Russian, so she has a bit of an Eastern European accent. I like being with her and making her happy. I wish I could just do cute lovey-dovey stuff with her all the time. I fantasize about doing things like tickling her to hear her laugh and letting her chase me so she can catch me and tickle me back as revenge. I imagine myself pretending to fall over and letting her catch me so she can lay on top of me and tease me back by tickling me too. Sorry, I'm just a massive hopeless romantic dork like that. I do like her smell.
Also thanks. She's not a natural blonde though, her hair is naturally black. I'm not sure if I prefer either on her desu.
>>17562826>i cant see myself being close with anybody. romantic or otherwise. thats it. nobody has ever wanted to spend their time with me, and i have nothing to contribute to other peoples lives.You sound hard on yourself. I'm sure you have some admirable qualities. You don't think there's anything people enjoy from your company? And you do have the force to change. We can't always choose what happens to us, but we can chose to be good. That is powerful. Don't you have any dreams or goals that motivate? Are there things that make you think "Yes, that's who I want to be!"?
