>>15195491>Hmm... That's... That's a great question. I think it began when I was... 13... Or 14... I enjoyed getting spanked or spanking people, and I can feel pleasure when experiencing physical pain, somehow. I don't enjoy torturing others emotionally, just sexually.bit earlier for me, remember the first sadistic thoughts giving me a boner in class when i was 7 thinking about doing unspeakable things to my milfy teacher, cant relate at all to the machoism part tho
i dont enjoy pain even slightly, also slightly off topic, i never got the thing about pinching your arm to see if youre dreaming, since i feel pain in my dreams
