>>15193251I think that's one big reason I wouldn't want to be anybody else no matter what, cause I wanna keep the memories I've made so bad.
But it is kind of bittersweet knowing that you're in the golden age of your life, and things are potentially never going to be as fun, ever again after. Responsibilities and life will come, primarily. But, who knows. I hope you can follow that advice, also.
>I use it to talk with people and be able to consume and enjoy more things that I could not experience if I didn't speak itYeah, I suppose knowing it has been bit of a double-edged sword for me and contributed to my social issues, but, I wouldn't have it any other way, still.
>Until I had a phone, I only wrote and read in English.Ah, cool, I guess you speak it out a loud, too, I really like doing that. And I forgot to mention earlier, my dreams are only in English, myself, I don't remember the last time I saw/heard something in Turkish in a dream, lol, it's gotten to that point of me. Is your inner voice also in English, I'd assume?
>>15193300>And they're ironically doing quite decently, from what I know.According to my friend, not really, it's really hard to find a job and all, I don't remember that much exactly, but I think the economy is bad, too.
>Thank you! I still feel a bit bad for talking SO muchSeriously, it's okay, and I actually like it. And no, I don't feel bored at all, don't worry about it, I was hoping that I'm not doing that to you, actually, lol.
>I just can't help it, I really don't like being alone. I'd talk to myself if I could, but I don't want to look even MORE insane than I already do.Yeah, I know the feel exactly, I don't know how to put it into words, coherently, but I know, don't worry. And I think self-entertainment is a very nice thing to be good at, don't think it makes you insane, but, it just only gets you so far.
>That's absolutely fine! Right, everybody should enjoy it however then want, I think, it's alright-Part 4.
